Weighing
Options - An Altared State
By Tom Wachunas
“… Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his
mighty power. Put on the full armor of
God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and
blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of
this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly
realms. Therefore put on the full armor
of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your
ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth
buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and
with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield
of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil
one. Take the helmet of salvation and
the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with
all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep
on praying for all the Lord’s people.” –
Ephesians 6:10-18
Preparing for my
solo exhibit at The Little Art Gallery (“Altared States,” slated to open on
July 19) has been an arduous task lately. Decisions, decisions. A few days ago,
sorting through dozens of artworks crammed into my tiny studio, I noticed a
piece from 2008 which had been hiding in plain sight, gathering dust for the
past ten years. I can’t even remember its original title, though ‘redemption’
might have been part of it. But very recent terrible events, both local and
elsewhere in this country, have prompted a tentative re-naming of “SOS.”
There’s something childlike about the
construction. Painted on a thick wood board 43” tall by 5 ½” wide is the black
cosmos, dotted with splotchy planets, stars, galaxies. From the bottom, a thin
shelf protrudes, painted to suggest that it’s on fire, and holding a small
green toy dragon. The devil’s dance floor. Just above the faux flames is an
actual basket containing a spheroid wad of printed paper - a crumpled National
Geographic map of the world. The basket hangs on a fish hook tied to one end of
a thin white string – a lifeline - running down from the top of the board.
Standing on that top edge is a tiny plastic lamb with the other end of the
string knotted ‘round its neck.
As I lifted the piece from the surrounding
artsy clutter, I wasn’t thinking about whether or not to include it in my
exhibit. In fact, at that moment, I couldn’t stop thinking about all the recent
media footage of hurting and angry people holding signs emblazoned with “No
More Thoughts and Prayers.” No more
thoughts and prayers? Really? OK, I think I understand what they mean to
say, frustrated and enraged as they are, but I fear they may have missed
something vital in the process.
So, as if encountering this dusty art of mine
for the first time, I stared at it, hard and long. At that lamb, that lifeline.
At that hook, sharp like a sword. I remembered the words of Jesus to his
disciples (Matthew 4:19): “Come, follow me, and I will make you fishers of
men.” Then, I simply… longed. And the longing turned into praying.
I certainly don’t
mean to judge any person’s heart in these matters. Here, though, is a
cautionary observation. Maybe for too many folks among us, praying, if it
happens at all, can become an impotent ritual, a timid voicing of platitudes, a
formulaic posturing, a bromide for solace in suffering, a howling wish for divine
intervention and deliverance. Here’s a thought: The divine intervention and
deliverance, the solace we so often desperately seek has already happened, long
ago, and yet continues, ever in the living person, the perfect, unconditional
love and Spirit of Jesus Christ. If only we choose to accept the gift of him
dwelling in us.
As a believer and
disciple, I’ve come to realize that praying is not just a contemplative prelude
to asking God to do something, but an empowering action in itself. In and through
Christ, prayer is our intentional interaction with God - our decision to hear
and actively live out his plan for us. “Let us then approach the throne of
grace with confidence,” we are told in Hebrews, “so that we may receive mercy
and find grace to help us in our time of need.”
And this, from Romans 8:31-39...
What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can
be against us? He who did not spare his
own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him,
graciously give us all things? Who will bring any charge against those whom God
has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who
then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who
was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for
us. Who shall separate us from the love
of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or
danger or sword? As it is written: “For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.” No, in all these things we are
more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither
death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future,
nor any powers, neither height nor
depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love
of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
He prays for us
still. His prayer has become my prayer. And may it never become less.