Spontaneous
Construction, Available Resources
By
Tom Wachunas
“I have so much to do that I shall spend the
first three hours in prayer.” ― Martin Luther
“We should seek not so much to pray but to
become prayer.”
St. Francis of Assisi
Some of you
readers (maybe many?) know that my primary use for Facebook is to simply post
notice of and links to these blog missives. That’s essentially the extent of my
engagement with social media. No Instagram, no Twitter, no Youtube, no…you get
the picture.
I’ve got
serious work to do - books to read, art to make - no places to go before I
sleep, and loads time on my hands. Such a blessing, right?
Confession
time. Thanks to the current societal moratorium on so many things having to do
with ostensibly ‘normal’ or contented living, I feel not so much energized or
inspired as just plain lazy. I’ve been cruising through Facebook for
increasingly longer periods of time, and rationalizing it by convincing myself
that I’m staying somehow informed, connected, compassionate and communicative.
In fact my over-indulgence in this social platform had begun to overwhelm me
with a debilitating cynicism. Navigating through all the hate, lies, ignorance,
confusion and anger which infects Facebook had become – emotionally,
psychologically, and most importantly, spiritually – a terribly exhausting
abuse of time.
That said, of
course there are also Facebook encounters with genuine grace. I’m grateful for
all those who share words, sounds, and images that elevate my soul, along with
my sense of art (and humor), often fostering real hope and joy. Certainly not
least among those are my friends and colleagues who work in all manner of media
and continue to post updates on their recent projects. They motivate me.
And so it was
that this morning I rose from my creative doldrums and decided it was time to
re-focus, to prioritize, to purify. Time to quit moping, quit treading Facebook
water, and just…do.
The Martin
Luther quote above is especially apropos. In fact I prayed, prayer being indeed
an action. A verb. This morning my prayer took the form of a modest assemblage
I’ve titled Available Resources. The
work is a somewhat ramshackle improvisation, an impromptu meditation, made
quickly (about three hours, interestingly enough) with eminently timeless
materials such as corrugated cardboard, duct tape, twine, bandaids, gauze,
glue, paint…and a single white map pin.
Covid19 on my
mind, to be sure, but something else altogether in my heart. My own handprint
in Pthalo Blue. In Cadmium Red Medium, the hand of, well…you get the picture.